So due to what is essentially carelessness, I was unaware that my phone was on the lock screen as I threw it into my bag and my duress triggered or maybe it was wasted I don't know, my phone got wiped.
As I'm going through the setup screen to get to the seed vault restore screen it was telling me something about internet connectivity it wouldn't connect to my mobile data and I saw what literally looks like a toggle switch with the words turn off SIM. There is a confirmation upon which you hit yes you have now deleted your eSIM.
Please tell me this is not intentional because this doesn't make sense and now I'm even more frustrated that I have to go somehow get my E-Sim back on the device while praying I had a recent seedvault backup and that it actually restores properly